You are in the poetic realm of: Christina Dunn
TEARS
What we had will be no more
Not even our friendship can be saved
I am lost in the oceans of my mind
Thinking of what was
And what will be no more
You were my friend
My lover
And my companion
And now all that is gone
You betrayed me in a way no other could
I gave you what I can never give again
I cry tears not of regret of my decision
But of sadness over your deceit
I truested you
I cared for you
And in my way loved you
So these tears that roll down my face
Are tears of pain and growth
For I will never regret my decisions
Nor my actions
I will never regret my choices
Nor what I did with you
But over you and for you I will cry
The tears that continue to flow
Turn my eyes as red as blood
Only when I can think of you
And once again smile
Will this wound be healed and your deceit forgiven